

UnknownWith our first breath we undertake death and fear what nothing will feel like. We build our empires full of preconceived desires and fear what having nothingUnknown
will feel like. We are empowered by the illusions of the status quo. There\'s something out there called freedom. Freedom\'s something we don\'t know. We create our identity by celebrating sovereignty and fear what being nothing will feel like. We look to religion whose prophecies are salvation, and fear what believing in nothing will feel like. There\'s something out there called


Wreath of BarbsBeautyWreath of Barbs
Lifts me up to an outer space My space where no one reaches Melody spins through my mind my life, my fascination, my true reality, my wreath of barbs. An unexplainable evil intertwined with holiness Purity The true meaning of life wrapped inside these notes -
these few words Beauty. Pure beauty. Pure life. My life. Me. See me through this music I\'m there.


The BearStaring at me with those menacing eyes; adorable; evil eyes. So beautiful Fragile Precious You hold everything. You hold nothing. All this everything has been nothing. You are the key to what could have been. Your loveliness -The Bear
brings such tears to my eyes. I keep you in a glass box Shatters as easy as I You lovely. I hate you.
Die. I will die with you.


Finger PaintingRazor blade works its magic, Razor blade tears me apart. No feeling Just nothing Beauty is created on the page. Dip finger and draw, draw, draw. Draw the anger Draw the fear; the confusion; the hate; the loveliness in pain. When the paint runs dry carve some more til there\'s nothing left and lock the door.Finger Painting
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
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